Sorry Love Jefferson Poem by Cmack Estevez

Sorry Love Jefferson
I'm sorry that I wasn't a good decent boyfriend
But I can't change the past
I wish that I didn't let you go
I deserved it
I deserved to be cheated on
I wasn't good enough for you
It was so hard for me to move on
I was kind of happy that you were mine.
I'm sorry
I wish that I didn't let you go
I wish that you didn't cheat on me and say you don't love me anymore when we were together but instead you were in love with someone else.
I can't be mad and sympathetic depress at the past
I can't change it
Being mad at you isn't worth it
My faults is what I have to accept
I wish that I could've satisfied you more
But my regrets to that is gone it can't be fix

I can't breath
My ice box collapse and breaks down my useless heart.
My heart is frozen like Romeo drinking poison
It's so cold like Juliet stabbing herself
The sorrow of my lost love to my ex is a none existence to me.
When I lost her to another guy I knew I messed up
I knew I wouldn't find love again.
It' s been three years since I have not find love
I don't want sexual intimacy
I don't want to be about making love
I don't want nothing about sexual intimacy.
I don't want hard times or tragic love romance.
That's not important all I want is a commitment romantic love.
I want to be hold in some body's warm arms
No none existence love
No cold ice box
No Suffocation
No hostility
Just Calm Love
Respect
Trust
Loyalty
Faithfulness
Love
Joy
Peace
Showing deep feelings of emotions
Sensitivity
Happiness
And honest
No growing love pains that aches my broken flesh inside my heart I want my heart to be pounding fulfilled with love and cherish.
I'm sorry that I will never be that flawless to you
But I always loved you
I always tried to get you back in my broken wing.
You were my everything since my previous relationship
I just got to get you out of my system
Out of my mind
Out of my memory
Out of my image eyes
And lastly I need to let you go I'm sorry.