Sometimes It Hurts (Feelings) I Feel This Poem by brandon febles

If you wear my t-shirt, Would it eliminate this hurt?
I wish I could get back my energy, Cause it seems you can't see yourself with me
I wanted to know that this wasn't just, Just another crush
I wanted to know what this feeling consisted of, Now I know I'm bleeding love
Why'd you have to make me wait? Why couldn't you just say okay?
It's a simples answer- yes or no. My mood is at an all-time low.
I wanted to always have you, And you to be like a tattoo
I don't think you feel butterflies, I think you only told me pretty lies
You always made me feel speechless, Now all that I feel is lifeless
Maybe you'll love me one day, But until then, I'm going to walk away
I thought as a person you were bigger, Looks like I expected too much from a teenager
Seriously girl get a clue, Why don't you know that I fell for you?
I don't want what I can have 'most of' I want all of you, and that's no longer my secret, Love
We're in a scenario where nobody wins, Because of your conflict from within
I've told you that I'll wait for you, I'll wait and see if this love is true
I could mistake your love for me for just lust, And we can continue to lie about us
Keep telling yourself that you don't care, I think you do, and it's so not fair
Keep searching for your northern star, And figure out what you are,
As the teardrops fall on my guitar, I keep wishing I didn't have these scars
I guess I'll move on because it's my life, But letting you go will cut like a knife
I wanna apologize, so I'm sorry, I hope you hear my desperate plea
I'm not a little boy, Only I saw what we truly were
Now I want you to leave me alone
And when you come back to find me, I'll be gone.