I see you smile
And it makes me happy for a while
But then I realize what you did
And I can’t trust everything you said
I become upset to see you acting fine
While I can’t keep my emotions in line
In my heart I have this feeling
As if I’m missing something
There is an emptiness
That I can’t fix
I try to put on a show
So nobody and especially you won’t know
That I am still working through this
But seeing you reminds me of everything I miss
The moments that we had
From the good to the bad
I miss the conversations we had that you can’t remember
And the times I woke you from your slumber
Then we continued talking to four in the morning
And it went so fast with no warning
Watching and talking to you about your shows
Ones that I didn’t really know
The way you were sarcastic
At least showed me that what we had wasn’t something plastic
I eventually got you to use my word awesome
But now I’m really lonesome
Wondering where we went wrong
Or what road we are taking
Cuz I know it is going to be long
But at least we are talking
I don’t know what your intentions are
But I am just lost in the dark
Confused by how much I care
Unsure of where we are going to go
If that is even so.
I hope you guys like it. Something ive been goign through. If u guys have any comments that may help me that would be great.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
hmmmm....thoughts well penned......keep it up!