So Lost In Life Poem by freda bishop

what comes next
what comes then
how can life ever end
you ask these questions
can you answer them noone can
so now what do you do
your gone for good
can you ask for help
i dont think so
can you ask for gudence
i dont think so
now what do you do
please help me
you dont know how to handle it
just beg for mursey
it might not come
just pray for trust
he wont answer
so what do you do now
you think of pain
what do you do
cut and cut
will that help
you think it would
but the truth is it wont work
can it be the truth for sure
well the only thing in your way is the love
for someone new
but it dont help
so think before you try
dont be stupid
like the kid who cried for pain
he who crys ends up gone
i know that so dont be like me
and be stupid just think
and a friend
i'll alwayz be
for her is for trust
now all i need to do is lead her through
can it be the way it should be
thats her choice
not for my life
please be thou who knows the truth
dont be the boy who cried wolf
and ended gone
now i'll be a friend
though i cant choose for her
please dear god please
guide her
and make her clean like
the girl i knew before
i'll be a friend and thats the truth for me
now i die in her arms
and all she remebers
was the words she said
now i'm dieing
because of her
her i sit bleeding inside
for the trust i gave to her
but she lost at war
the war we have is can
we be saved all over again
now i cry but here i sit
as a friend who cares and
not the type who uses friend
and friend i'll be and
nothin can stop me
from bein a friend
now i'm done
love at last
and piece to the world
and piece to war