So Close Poem by Echo WalkerJacobs

Just hold me as close as possible
I’m shaking!
I don’t know what’s wrong
I just know that I want you to hold me tighter,
Closer, so that I can hear your heart beat, skipping and racing away
As my ear touches your chest
I can’t think straight
I’m cold from the fear of you but I cannot let go
Please love me!
Please love me!
I’m begging so softly whispering
Love me,
Love me honestly, with no restrictions, no limits
Don’t hold back from me.
Again I whispered softly, just love me
I am weak in the knees
What have you done to me?
The trembling starts again
As you caress my back it seems as if it’s my weakest spot
With eyes closed I imagine
Vividly a blank canvas
With noting, I stood peering at it
So clean and white, suddenly a dot appears,
Not black or white no color in sight it’s just there
With no intentions, and nothing to offer,
but how appealing it is.
I'mm drawn
it starts growing as bright as a star, so much potential
just then I opened my eyes and saw you.
My dot, glowing brighter and stronger. Ever loving, ever faithful
I only want you to hold me
I see you, all of you
your hopes are my dreams, my fears are you reality
together we can only make each other better
breath on me, look into my eyes and love me
that’s all I ask.