Slowly Torn... Poem by Nicsbabygirl... Andisen

I hate looking at myself in the mirror,
I hate knowing I have fear.
I hate seeing what isn't there,
I hate the feeling that I am scared.
I hate believing what isn't true,
I hate believing and trusting you.
I hate crying myself to sleep,
forgive me for I have dreams.
I feel left out and all alone,
with no one to call my own.
My eyes are red and I cry blood,
Please help me or I'll cry a flood.
My friends see what I let them see,
If they only could see the true side of me.
And as I die inside with pain,
please don't think that I'm insane.
Because believe it or not I have a heart,
that’s been slowly torn apart...