Sleepless Nights & Headaches Poem by Toine Sheppard

your so hungery yet
you want to puke

And at church its hard to pick yourself up
off the pue

everyones worried
because they care

But knows ones more worried
than i am scared

Scared to lose yet
scared to gain

scared that one day
i will faint

scared I'll go too far
But its so hard

I can't keep food down
if you let it touch my lips

i'm scared of the fat
upon my hips

They miss you so much
everytime you touch me its a bone you'll feel

But you'll give up everything
for what is real

no likes a fat pig
so instead its my own grave ill dig

its a slow sucide
but i dont want to die

but its all because of
my horriable, sinfull, pride