Silent Tears Poem by Jessica Victoria Reed

The water blends in with my saddened soul,
I smile along with my tense words and untraceable thoughts,
My heart feels locked behind a rusted keyhole,
And I'm afraid that I have no built passage to get across,
I've stepped on shattered memories and sorrow,
Now I'm waiting, .. waiting on hope for tomorrow,
I want to feel my wings again, freedom sounds good, set me free,
All I need is persistence, care, and a key,

I lay on the cold floor to dancing around the small room,
Spreading my feelings with my wet fingertips, exploring all my soul can consume,
Thinking here and there, from time to time,
Running out of thoughts, singing nursery rhymes,
Hoping that I could connect to you from the sun and rain,
Separate these sweet clouds, so you could feel my pain,
A broken heart has it's courses,
I need you to help me, find these sources, ..

Rain, wash away my guilt and damaged memories,
My soul dances with you, concealing as it's expertise,
This time period's liberation brings out my wise mind,
So much beauty in the word, click-clocks of time,
Patiently waiting on the extraordinary,
Don't want to be deceived by the ordinary,
Notice the unnoticeable, I'm in the dark,
I'm broken, mend me a new heart,

The rain, blows through the small window and caresses my face,
I'm crying again, I want to get out of this place,
There's always you,
Exploring another man's trash, and showing that it always have been treasure,
Knock to see if my soul is here, prove to me there is no such thing for my attributes for measure,
My tenacious mind is over-looking every thing in queue,
Please find that precious key,
God will reward you for saving me,

You stopped two times so far..
I'm still in the dark,
It's still raining,
Listening to the words that I am saying,
“Notice the unnoticeable, and reveal the unfortunate”
Like a wounded flower, whose need is to be treated delicate,
Next time, look for the eccentric,
Deepen the details and review anthropocentric,

You knock and speak your peculiar mind,
Did you find the key, I hope it's time,
The creaks of wood and an opening of a bright light,
You reveal me, stuck in the corner,
It used to be cold, but seeing you makes everything serene and warmer,
You picked me up gracefully with your left and stroked my face with your right,
And revealed your beautiful smile and told me everything is alright,
I cry, but this time there was no rain,

You carried me to another place, with bright lights and all,
And caught me when I made a destructive fall,
Thanks for me loving me you sweet soul,
For letting me know that together we fall and I have your hand to hold,
You set me free,
And to think an object was the objective, figuring out, you were the key,
All I needed was you to set me free, ...

Thank you...