Sigh Inside Poem by devon da poet

Jesus I gave you my life
I found tears, aches and hurt
It seems like no one really cares anymore but You
It sighs inside!
So much hate and strife
In this world of turmoil
Why do i got to bare a fate of such?
Lord I'm excited about you
But I know not what to do
'cause it really sucks Lord
What I'm going through!
Lord you know my heart
You know I only wants what right in your eyes
But it feels as though i'm stumbling at the very start
of your marathon
or rather decathlon
Lord i know your grace is sufficient
And you've already done your part
But i'm naive and arrogant
To fulfill what thou art
Lord i pray not for me
But for who I love intensely
Lord bless me with the words and
eloquence to influence
her Lord
Lord I rebuke all of my pride
'cause my heart sighs deep inside
And i can no longer hide
Where i used to abide
I let go of my ego
And cling to you alone
Lord let your will be done
And if thy will is without me
Open her eyes vividly
So she'll see spiritually
O Lord open her eyes big and wide
so she'll sigh inside