Should I Poem by Balbino Crespo

Take a time out and cry.
For a love that simply was just lies.
Or should I
put myself down while remembrace of her
makes me want to drown.
Should I go on bashing my brains
for answers that I seek
wont flow through a drain.
Or should I proceed with my life
kill my past with a knife
put everything aside, before I lose my life.
Or should I, painfully take the pain
close my eyes and forget
before I go insaine?
Please tell me, should I?