Set Free Poem by Surya Pratap Singh

what should i possibly search for now,
i know what i have to do,
i know what i have to become,
i know what will come in the way,
i know what will block the destination,
i know what will cut my vision in halves,
i know what will shut the doors of possibilities off,
i know what my family will say,
i know what my friends will gossip,
i know what my dad will think,
i know what my mom will think,
i know what my girl will say,
i know i could never prove to be the man they expect of me,
i know i couldn't be the person they want me to,
i know i couldn't be anything they imagine me to be,
it's not my fault to realize my destination at this point of time,
it's not my fault either to walk alone on the path of what i want to become,
i can't even say, i cannot reveal this to them,
they want the superficial, they want the show off,
they never think to ask me what do i want to be,
has my craving changed or still the same,
i want to do this alone, all alone,
i don't want any second thoughts about it,
i am ready to chop off everything and even the old me,
for what i could become and be set free