Secret Admirer Poem by jay mutinda

As i stumble to the untold,
days pass me by,
all i do is stare and wonder,
when my eyes and yours shall meet,
as your shadow passes by-
I'm overcome with the intensity of the unknown,
but I'm enclosed in a hole so deep,
for the fear that lies within,
'rejection' a word that shakes my inner with,
'mockery' a word that revolves around my vicinity,
for i am nothing but laughter to everyone,
for so they see.
tall, gorgeous you are,
eyes that seem to shine-
even at the dawn of full moon,
staring, you seem to notice,
abruptly, all forms of questions conquer my perceptiveness,
do you see me as they!
are you disgusted by my form of image,
many show by their manipulative look-
and by their disguise of compliment,
as i await for tomorrows grave,
I'm not to worry,
for my wish is 'when mine and yours shall meet'.