Secret. Poem by ordinary.girl .....

This isnt ment to rhym.
or even sound like a poem.
its just my story,
a story ill remember forever.
Along time ago a girl made a wish,
she wished for an older brother, a bestfriend,
a person to change her life.
my bestfriend introduced us,
we were only young,
but old enough to fall.
not at the same time,
and it happend more than once.
it wasnt ment to happen again
but i made the same mistake.
we were bestfriends for quite a while,
then i made a decision.
i couldnt handle you in may life,
i was confused and scared.
i was afraid to love you,
and its killing me to this day.
now let the truth be told,
i have never felt this way.
its not something i wanted,
but the feeling is here to stay.
i tried to ignore it
date other guys.
but its haunting me and hurting
im over all the lies.
ive liked you for a long time.
over several years.
its just sounds so stupid.
and i make a big mistake.
all the poems that you wrote,
made me fall for you.
and now its all too late.
your girlfriend is so lucky.
i hope she doesnt hurt you.
i hope you have your happy ending,
and never ever forget me.
just remember,
i'll always love you.