Scared Poem by hopemarie blankenship

what is this
what are you up to
now

we got together
again
and the next day
your leavin'
just because i was
out with my crew

what is your problem
can you not remember
it was me who left
you first

and it makes me wonder
did you do this
as pay back
as pumishment to me
because my heart
was with him
at the time
we met?

you had no right
to say that
i was a player
and a cheat
for i never lied to
you
or cheated you

why did you not
tell me yourself
your friend said
you didn't want
to hurt me
i think it's becuase
your scared of me

scared of what
mught happen to
you when my crew
finds out
your scared that
you'll end hurt

i don't know why
you bother
talking to me
cause i have
nothing to say to you
anymore

i mean what is there to say
to a boy
that runs and hides
to a boy that
shrivils up
and acts like a scared
little girl

i should have known better
than to
let you back in
it must have been
all the fun i had
partying
the night before
that made me
not able to
think clearly

i bet you don't even remeber
why we split
i bet you lied
about everything
i personally really don't care

because this is what i think
you are a wimp
you are a cheat
you are a sacred
little girl
thats right i called
you a girl

i want you to do me a favor
do not call me
do not leave me messages
i don't have time for
you any more

and my god
do not interupt
me and my
crew
when have
a gig to rehearse for
your just wasted time


and believe me
no one has time for
someone
that is a scared idoit