Sadness Poem by manish bandhral

inside I'm cryingoutside I'm smilingno one noticesbut its hard for me to control thiswhen you see me walk byit doesn't look likeit but I want to diethoughts racing through my headthen comes the tears that I shedhow can I changeall the tears and rageyou say you understandand all I need is a helping handthat may be truebut first take a walk in my shoessadness, angers, and unbearable painyou'll be taking a walk full of nothing but shameas time moves slowermy self-esteem gets loweram I nothing to this worldor am I just a men who love u sunshine