Sadden Poem by Blu Roxana

No reason to live, no will to survive,
No hope in a cure, no energy to strive.
Breathing is hard, I can’t reduce my pain:
The depression is here all over again.

Days pass by harder than before,
I don’t feel like I can take it anymore.
Bittersweet tears fall night after night,
I’m losing the grip, I’m losing this fight.

Can’t find the way out, nor the way in
Sorrow and despair come from within.
My feelings and thoughts are running wild
They are a monster, I am a child.

Searching for the strength to smile.
I need something to make my life worthwhile.
I don’t want to kiss my sweet dreams good-bye,
I’m not yet willing to die.