Blu Roxana

I’m the girl in purple red,
walking every sad autumn morning
down the lonely path
of the bloody colored park
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I lay my head down my pillow
I shut my eyes
But I can't sleep
I think
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I believe in the sun
…after the sunset
I believe in happiness
…when my heart is
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I don’t care anymore
That you didn’t hear
my thoughts screaming
That you didn’t listen
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I have acquainted with the night
as the waves crash in the moonlight,
as the clouds topple down,
as rain drops fall upon the mighty ground.
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Today I wandered back into the past!
Facing the memories that will forever last.

Going back where we will never go,
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It’s half-moon and
The cup lies empty on the table.
I miss you when I’m lonely.
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No reason to live, no will to survive,
No hope in a cure, no energy to strive.
Breathing is hard, I can’t reduce my pain:
The depression is here all over again.
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There’s not so much to tell
About the day I fell in love
Because I hardly knew him
When it all happened
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Once upon a summer,
I met him.
The sky above was heavenly blue,
The clouds were dancing happily,
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On a late winter night
I took my bag and I moved on
I held my life in a cup
And I moved on
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Look into my eyes and tell if you see
The fire that burns deep inside of me,
And please don’t walk away so soon
Because it’s not even half past moon.
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I used to believe in magic,
But you made me feel the tragic.
Now I’m sinking in deep fear,
And it’s all your fault, dear!
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Don’t you rush my boy
Into this haphazard world…
Please, just stop for a second
And listen to the song of my heart
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Day after day,
This is my world away,
My time out,
For times I’m in doubt.
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I dream of my future:
I see nothing but grey skies,
And doomed butterflies.
I sense the eternal tears of sorrow
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The sun crashes behind the planets
Tears of light touch the dim morning
And I weak up dead from the world beyond
My skin is cold and I feel numb
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I don’t care anymore
That you didn’t hear
my thoughts screaming
That you didn’t listen
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