Ruined Poem by Emma Hawthorn

Am I dreaming?
Can this be true?
That I have found myself
Here with you
That’s what I thought
On our first date
But why did you ruin it
For us

Why did you have to ruin everything?
I thought you loved me
Like I loved you
I never saw it coming to me
I thought you had changed
For us

What is important?
Is there point?
That I’m now in your banged up car
Surrounded by sirens
Do you think about me at all?
Or did you just deal and bet
For you

Why did you smash that into the wall?
Then slam the door as you leave
What were you thinking?
I thought you had changed
For me

Why did you have to ruin everything?
Why
Why
Why did you have to ruin everything?
Why
Why ruin why
Everything