Replacement Girl Poem by Anonymous Daughter

Did you think I would be happy being your replacement?
The one you set a different part of you on
The one you held for the time being
The one you called just to 'check up' on
The one that gave you ecstacy when called upon
You're forgetting I wanted to be a part of you
The one you gave what was most significant to you
The one on the line who spoke to you for hours
The one that gave you endless desire without the physical element
I saw the pictures
The smiles upon your face
The desire I yearn to see when we intersect
The unconditional ecstacy that fills your face when you hold her
The warmth you feel when she speaks in a close distance
I want to be the one you call
I want to be the one you see
I want to be the one, the only one
But I see what I am
The temporary
The space-filler
The one who tries but won't suceed
I AM...........THE REPLACEMENT GIRL