Push Away Poem by gothic fairy

how can you live with yourself the way that you do?
knowing that your the cause of all my pain.
don't you see these tears in my eyes?
the ones Ive cried for so long.
you kill me inside.
your the reason i cant live this life.
the reason I'm so close to death.
don't you feel the pain i do?
how can you ignore whats right in front of you?
am i that easy to push away?
I'm dieing and you don't seem to care.
why cant you see?
i cant take this anymore.
my life has no meaning.
how can i still be alive?
when will this end?
the pains too much to take.
i cant hold back the tears.
why wont it go away?
why is it so hard to control?
your the reason my heart bleeds.
the reason in so close to death.
i cant live like this.
i need a way out.