Purely Metaphysical-Letters To A Consciousness Waiting In Waste Letter Viii Poem by Steve Bergwerff

That’s my devotion towards you,
but why does it prevent me from you?
Why must it be this hard?
Why can’t I face my fears?
Why do I not possess the courage?
Am I frozen in time waiting to finally make the right move,
Or is it your radiant glow.
Do I want what I can’t have?
How much do I believe in truth?
And where does it go from hear?
Will I strengthen over time and distance?
How long will it take, and is it guaranteed?
What am I saving myself for?

I know it will come together; deep down I know. On the surface lies a layer of doubt which I have no defence for. Hope that the truth is in fact what I believe, and one day the pain will go away, is fleeting away.

I will cry.