Poem 3 Poem by Satyabrata Barik

Am I irresponsible? I ask myself,
'Yes, you are, ' comes the answer.
'Do I know what I am doing or will do? '
'Why do I repeat the mistakes? '

I am not sure, never sure,
If I know the answers or act like unknown.
My acts, thoughts, decisions matter not only to me
But also to a few valuable lives.

I know I have no right to do, but I do, why?
Am I mad? Am I dead?
How can I be so irresponsible?
Who am I?

What am I?
Why am I here for?
I have turned a burden on myself and others,
Can death only end my problems?

Be the only escape, the final release?
Or must I confront this burden, find peace?
The questions echo, haunting and deep,
As I struggle, lost in thought's endless keep.