Please Make Me Understand Poem by Courtney Caine

love heals all wounds
you say that but its love that breaks u
its the pain I cant get over
its the hard truth that cant be over looked
I cry you scream nothing works
the fear most of all
the world is falling apart
there is nothing to say
to do or to save
what is broken
you once had fixed me
but now am dieing
i have to chose
but i know every time
it will be you
you hold my heart
but he holds my lust
i gave you my heart
he gave me his soul
what do i do
there is no one to help me
am alone in this
so very alone
i love you
i know
but i could never leave you
so does that tell me my answer
am i your's for always
it would seem so
but i dont know
look at me and tell me you
would give anything for me
tell me you love me
tell me how much
tell me what i mean to you
tell me you cant live with out me
tell me everything
cause am so confused
you left me today with out a goodbye
i feel this is all a lie
god please tell me
i love you i know i do
i cant leave you
but i cant think of him with anyone else
and when i try to picture you with someone
i see no one
what is wrong with me
fix this please
with you by my side i think it will work
but you have to work with me
you cant leave me like you
have with out the goodbye i feel
worthless am not even good enough
to say good bye to
please tell me why
i just dont understand any more