Painfull Cries Poem by little angel

am in a big black box
so wet and cold
in my head something talks
making me in a white suite fold
in the middle of the night am helplessly screaming
want those nurses to come and stop this fight
and give me a bill helps me sleeping
they think am mad
but am in pain
they treat me bad
every thing here rain
my heart cries
it has been ripped
it is cold like ice
blood form it is sipped
this is the only way
i can sleep peacefully
i cant hear the voices or what they say
so i close my eyes cheerfully
hoping not to waken again
in that dark place
in the world of pain
and in heaven god give me aplace
this what happens for days and days
it doesnt get better or worse
my life covered in greys
and my heart tores
till a day came
a msg fro m heaven it was
told me not to be lame
cuz high u will go
and here i am
watching from high
contiuing ur life normally
as if i wasnt there