Pain And Dying Poem by Vanessa Kingsley

Radiating throughout my body like lightning bolts
I grit my teeth and shut my eyes
One movement sends me gasping for relief
Ignore it
Get up and try and cope
Death is not at your doorstep
Yet
He ides down towards your home
It drives me insane
All these detours
All this stalling
make it stop
make it stop
Air moving down my throat
Liquid sliding around tormenting me
The lightning bolts do not stop
Head grows light and weary
An ailen sleep overwhelms me
Let me die
Let me die
Let me die
Why do you play God?
Watch me scream and cry
Watching me suffer
Let me go
From all of it
I don't beling here
Never did