Pain Poem by Hannah Torres

He said he loved me.
But he lied through his teeth.
He said he wanted me.
But he wanted my body.
I am nothing more than a thing to throw away.
Like I'm a toy that he plays with and throws away.
Like a paper used and thrown away.
I would never understand that.
I would never understand his lies.
I would never understand who he is.
I thought that he was different.
I thought that he was not like other guys.
Instead he was the biggest of them all.
Leading me through his twisted lies.
Saying things to draw me in.
Enticing me to open my legs.
Only to leave after he was finished.
Only to act like I did not exist.
Only to leave me in more pain than I was in.
I can't take any of it back but I can move forward.
I will find a man not a boy who would love me for me and not for my body.