Only Regrets Poem by Lance K...

The fast pace and heart beat
sound of running feet
to run from the fears
sitting down crying in tears
not to go back inside
holding back the pride
grabbing the bottle
trying to throttle
grams of drugs,
thinking of the hugs
and all the play
hoping will end the day
while left to pray
wondering if you stay
here comes the blood
coughing in the mud
it's kicking in
she's leaving again
out of my mind
nobody to find
where I am
thinking damn
I've sunk low
where nobody will know
how I feel now
thinking wow
I can see my breath
the stench of death
as I lay on the ground
but I can only hear the sound
of my own regrets
and my debts
all of loosing you
and everything I didn't do
so when I look around
I see somebody has found
a long missing guy
how hard he would try
I see cold air and fog
and the police making a log
then I see mom and dad
they look sad
and then I see you and him
crying into his limb
I can see my debts
and all my regrets