Only If You Knew! ! ! ! ! Poem by Rudy Pena

Only if you knew how bad I want to make you stop and get out of the car to take you up to the room and keep you there. Or how bad I want to follow you home and watch you to make sure you are safe.

Only if you knew how bad I want to keep you locked up and all to myself and how I want nothing more than to be with you to take you to a far off land, so we can just spend the rest of our lives together.

Only if you knew how bad I will do anything and everything to keep you from going back to hell everyday or how bad I want nothing more than just cuddling up with you holding you.

Only if you knew what its like for me to kiss you and say by or say bye on MSN IM, know that just may very well that will be the last time I ever talk to you or kiss you.

Only if you knew what its like to be me. This is what makes us very different because you will never truly know, despite what you may come to say or think.

Only if you knew what its like saying bye, never knowing the next time I wake up is the last time I wake up to know that you were alive mere hours before.

Never knowing if I will ever hear your voice or see that beautiful smile on your face or even looking into your sexy brown eyes on your pretty face the next day when I wake up in the morning.

Only if you knew what its like for me to go to sleep, knowing that just as I'm falling asleep that you are bleeding out or having your life being taken out of you with every hit.

Only if you knew my love, you are forever my lover. My soulmate, my girlfriend, my sweety, my one and only true love, my one and only, my everything! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !