Oh Lord Help Me Poem by Sarmad ALI

I have already decided to give up
I cant bear it i cant bear it any more
I know i will be alone in the end
But its the bitter truth i have to accept
There is some spark left in me i guess
I need someone to ignite it up
Its not the end but i have reLized
This world is not a place worth living
Dreams emotions customs values
Are cheaper than a dollar note
Am i the reason of where i am now
Or is there anything in disguise
God tell me please tell me
For i have stopped dreaming
i a m a dead soul
Oh lord get me out of this i beg i pray
I have stopped dreaming
I have decided to give up
But you go on you still have time