Off My Chest Poem by Qadirah Gamble

I thought it was ment to be
Us against the world babe just you and me
It took a while to see ya true colors
too find out that i wasnt your only lover

I gave you my all which was my mistake
I sacrificed my family and my friends
Because simple Me knew we would Never end

You claim I never loved you and i hurt your heart
If your suspect pictures never surfaced i would still be in the dark.
Any pain your feeling you brought it on yourselve
I was there for your 200% even tried to help you manage ya health

You put me through so much heart ache
There is no love left for you only pain and hate
I never thought it would come to this just the thought of you makes me sick.

Looking back you never really loved Me
You werent there while i was on the emergency room table losing our little he/she
So watever pain your feel it aint half of wat you put me through
I just hate you so much I cant stand the thought of You

I said some hurtful things to make you feel how i felt
Wat was i to you, just another notch under ya belt
But it is wat it is thats all that i can say
Im getting you out of my system day by day

Ive lost sleep and weight stressing over you
I cant believe all the bullsh*t you put me through
But all is fair in Love in War
I just wish i had a better shield cause its going to take a while for my heart to heal.