Ocean Poem by hemu gupta

Trapped in illusions i sometime not able to recognize myself in the ocean
To fill my void i kill myself several times I am sheep out of herd,
To fear and to live jn dark to be proved insane are my assignments,
Tired of my loneliness and cries sometime i used to feel pride,
I am not good enough to understand everything now i feel what i was
thinking about all this was not right.they can cheat god who am i.