'Now' Of My Beloved Poem by Shaib Mohd

You made me wait
I waited
You made me smile
I smiled
You rejuvenated me
I acted like a toddler
You called me
I was always there for you
You loved me
I was pleased
And it is 'Now'
This 'now' of yours
Made me cry
And I cried
This 'now' of yours
Decomposed me
This 'Now' of yours
Filled my heart with hatred
For the people who lied to me
Who caressed me
That you were mine
Your 'Now' transformed into my 'Now'
And now at least I know
That you played with an innocent heart
A heart which screamed in joy once
Which had picturised you once
Which pumped for you once
And now I yell in anger
Now I scream in anguish
O you who left me in a lurch
Was I not the one
Who once bowed to you
Who once prayed to you
Who for you became a romantic atheist
O you for whom I still wait
Transform this 'Now' of yours into a new 'Now'