Not Possible Poem by Nina gáspari

Throwing stones at the creek
Searching for falling stars
Trying to find myself, by finding my dreams
Challenging what the future holds
Reluctant about turning the pages in my life
I´m not curious about what they might unfold
Feeling comfortable where I am
Yet uneasy about where i´m going to
And no, it´s nothing to do with you
How could it possibly be?
To give you my heart, when it doesn´t even belong to me