Not Over Her Poem by Lilly James

She knows whats going to happen
What she's doing to herself
The scares from slitting her wrists
The drugs that she takes
She knows what they'll bring
She doesn't know she's my everything
I'd die for her to be able to live
I've told her many times before
Still she slits and uses
Knowing how it breaks my heart
Just to see how much she hurts herself
She keeps me in the loop knowing whats new
What drugs she uses who she screws
Lately I've tried to forget