Not All First Love Works Poem by Vyne Daguasi

You said YOU LOVE ME...
I asked, 'Are you sure? '
You answered, ' Yes, I am certain'
You queried back, ' Do you love me too? '


I hesitated a moment but managed to
say 'Yes, I do! '


Then we became ONE...
Bounded with the vow of LOVE
Strengthened with the virtue of commitment...
Survived with the promise of forever.


At first, I'm not sure if I love you
But as we go along, I learned how to
Then I started to care,
Eventually, You became my sweetest nightmare...


I sleep with the mem'ries of you
Still, I wake up with the thought of you
Then I started to be afraid,
The thought of losing you, I'm scared


Then you gave me that kiss
Somehow I became at ease
That was the sweetest kiss I've ever got
It's because that's the first and only kiss I've ever had.


It became a reason for me to keep holding on.
Though I know it's not really an assurance
that we'll stay together hanging on.
Nevertheless, I believed its significance.


But now, there's no point of holding on
We decided to stop clinging on.
I don't want to surrender our battle
but what can I do? You yourself already quitted.


I never forced you to buy me things
Just to make me smile or what
I never said do these and that
So money and AP is not the excuse


Accept it or not, I was so supportive
I never prohibited you in your acts
I showed you so much care and Love
To the point I even became submissive


Still, I cannot say I'm okay
But, I know one day I'll find gay
Just what you've hoped and prayed,
'I'll find the right guy who'll love me absolutely'


Maybe somehow, I didn’t became what you've expected from me
Maybe I wasn't the girlfriend you wanted me to be
Maybe my 'BEST' was at all nothing for you
Maybe...she's still the one your heart beats for...



We started as friends and good thing
we'll end up still as FRIENDS
Maybe it's better this way
Who knows we'll meet again SOMEDAY