Nor Do I Poem by Ala' Elouri

You trying to tell me you love me
Trying to explain why you even left me
Oh actually I'm sorry excuse me
Why I left you!
Did you ever ask yourself why!
You handed me tears with mascara falling like a waterfall from these eyes
One damn month and you never thought to call
But once or twice
You want me to believe you
When you say you' love me?
You want me to hold you like nothing happened?
Like things were never undone?
How can I?
When I told myself I'd hold you back till the end of life
How can I?
When I told myself that all this relationship was a lie
You just love me because you want to hold me
You think you can't find someone better than me
It just points out one thing
You don't deserve me neither do I
I gave you the world
I gave you the skies
Never asked for nothing
But for a shot of attention
A halfwise shot of love
A little bottle of trust
Did I ask for much?
Or did I do a big mistake and give you too much?
Life isn't a game
You either go or stay
You think I'm a toy
Play with it for a while
And leave it to the kid 'troy'?
What do you think you are
Playing with a girl who loved you from her heart
Like you're racing with a car!
What do you think I am
Cheaper than cheap can get?
The distance between us now
Is wow so far
I never thought we'd get this far;

But thats what happened.
I advise you to leave me alone
And stop taking me for granted
The truth is
And the truth is useful but hurtful
You never loved me
Nor do I baby.....