No Longer Friends Poem by Francine Pangelinan

Don’t you see me?
Can’t you hear me?
Why am I invisible to you?
Everything that I do
And everything in the past that I did
Was me giving you every part of my heart bit by bit
Everybody else see’s me… why can’t you?
Every day and every time
We pass each other by
I look into your eyes
Just hoping you would at least say hi
You’re the only one that avoids me… ignores me
Act like I’m not even there
Every time you do that I just stop and stare
Stare up in the sky
Just wondering why…
Why you’re doing this to me
Why you hate me….
Hate me so much that you tore my heart apart
This feels like you left me alone in the dark
We used to be BEST FRIENDS
You know? I’d give you my heart for you to lend
But now I guess our friendship is over
But I don’t want it to be…. I don’t want to be a loner
I MISS YOU
And I don’t want to lose you…..

You know what screw it I don’t want your friendship anymore
Because you left me and shut the door
You know how much that hurts?
It feels like you pushed me down to the dirt
Just left me there like I meant nothing to you
But I’m the one who helped you up without me you wouldn’t know what to do
So I think, think back to the very first day
Where we would never ever betray
Because ever since then you make my heart ache
But every night I get on my knees and just pray
Praying that we would forget all the fussing and fighting and just throw it all away