Nightmares Never End Poem by Melissa Stevens

Get your hands off me, who do you think you are
Coming in here especially where I'm trying to be alone
Yelling at me, you want things to go your way all the time
No I had it enough of you, saying things to you
That you know it's true
You can't tell me what to do, I ain't your daughter
I can't wait to get out of this house
I hate everything about you, you disgust me
Doesn't even bother to take a shower
Opening my door, what if I was changing
Can't you use your brain instead playing video games all day long
Even when you knock, you still come in here like it's your business
Can't you wait for me to open the door, you are not fit to be a father
Always poor from buying booze to make the pain go away
Mom is always have to pay for everything since you are always unwise with your money
Can't even handle your temper
I never care about you and you expect me to have a father daughter relationship with you
Just forget about it, it will never happen
Especially the way you treat me, yelling at me and forcing to me to to have a relationship with you
If you know what's like to live in this house, you be gone in a few minutes, never come back
Walking in his underwear, so gross
I remember one time when I was little, licking my eyeballs including my older sister
You have serious issues, you never should do that to another person
I feel gross just by thinking about it
You know what my mother did, nothing
You always touch my hair even though I told you no
But you were thinking something else you weirdo
I felt so hopeless maybe that's how I dream about you raping me couple times
What's even worse that my counselors always ask me why don't you like your stepfather
If you live in my shoes, you will understand the pain that I went through
I remember couple nights you always wake up in the middle of the night
To go to my room and just stand there
What are you doing but no I can't change their mind
Because you never listen to me, never taken me as seriously
Just get away from me, don't need you part of my life anymore