I'M Gone Now Poem by Melissa Stevens

Closing my brown eyes, trying to forget what you have done to me
Touching me everywhere, trying to get away from you
But no matter how hard I try, I'm just a weak, young, girl
You humiliate me so much, using me and pretending you like me
Everyone is laughing at me now
Trying to save myself but I was too late

Breaking in my house, taking me away from loved ones
Locking me up in your basement, all my joy went out to front door leaving me behind
You took my innocence away from me that unforgettable night
Screaming but no one can hear me now, I want to get out
Feeling like a slave who is dying inside, locked in cage
It feels like a nightmare that I can never wake up from
Trying to get out but you pulled me away

How long can I live from this, getting ill by every minute goes by
Suffering inside, wanted to explode
I ain't the sweet girl that I used to know
You took that away from me
You gave me scars, no matter how hard I try to forget
You done unspeakable things to me behind those closed doors
Took it to extremes, oh I have been missing for weeks

Every time I look at myself in the mirror, I'm becoming a different person
I ain't the girl I used to be
Is this what I become
You took it all way from me now

My sins are piling at the front door
Trying to get out but you grab me by arm
Leaving bruises, what am I supposed to do now
I have no more options but to end my life
But that's a sin
Are you there God?