Never Felt This Before Poem by jdnancy avila

hey darlyn did u know that i follow u?
i just need to see u to make sure
that i will have a smile just for u
i feel strange when some other guy talk to me
and when they hug me
im sittin there waitin for u
ready so u can talk to me
i get really nervous when u talk to me
when u gave me a hug for the first time
i got nervous i stayed cold but i cant forget that
when u said that a girl ask u out i felt alone that i needed to go away
but u said no so i took a deep breath and i smile
but i will tell u somethin that their is no moment that i dont think of u
i do this crazy stuff to grab your attention
but im afraid that u will break my heart or that u will say no to me
if is that i will cut myself till the pain is gone and u out of my head and heart
i love u and i never felt this before