Need Poem by Jharlin Saloma

I wish I could walk away,
from you, from this, from it all,
but I can't,
I'm so dependent on you,
not not material wise but emotionally,
I wish it wasn't you who picked me up at my weakest moments,
you meet me at my worst,
and showed me my best,
so my lost self think its you who is my best,
I hate how I'm so attached to you,
I try to find ways to leave,
but I fallen so deep,
I'm so angry that i never took the chance to leave this when I had it,
but mainly I'm so ashamed of myself,
making myself become weak, vulnerable, and blind,
but i really need you, so I guess I'll with it