My Suicide Note Poem by Deep Wounds

Soon I'll be gone away from here,
And I will be no longer sad my dear.
I know sometimes I'll be missed,
But I only want to end it
With cutting deep my wrists..
Don't worry about me,
Because I will finally be free..
No one will ever hurt me again
And I will no longer see..
The nightmare that haunts me in the middle of the night..
And the memories of him raping me..
Please forgive me for not telling you
That I feel like a broken stone..
I know I'm surrounded with everyone,
But inside I'm all alone..
Forgive me even if I hurt you,
With the selfish thing I did..
Please know I can't take it anymore..
I just want my misery to end.
Forgive me for not being perfect,
But know that I done the best I can..
For not getting better,
For every time I ran..
I'm sorry for everyone who tried to change me,
I'm sorry that I had to leave this way..
Because of you I lived this far,
But now all you can do for me is pray..
I'm sorry my dearest friend for making you go through my death..
You will always be a part of my heart
And I'll say I love you until I take my last breath.
I'm sorry to my family to the ones who didn't see..
That every second I was falling apart
But now I'm all free.
I'm sorry dad I know you wanted me here
But I think I will be better with you,
And then you can wipe away my tears..
I'm sorry to myself that your life was tainted,
Sorry that your innocence was taken from you
At such a young age..
Soon I'm gonna say my last Goodbye
To all of you who cared..
You will always going to be in my heart,
And please don't forget the good things we shared..
I'm sorry..