My Silent Prayer Poem by Margo Reid

Six months ago,
I tell God, there’s something I want Him to Know.
I am not complaining,
I just want to tell Him something,
I been depressed for a long time now,
And somehow, it causes me to closed down,
I act different whenever people is around
The world inside of me, Is all at sea,
Crush, broken up and twisted up, really is the Ideal Me,
Oh to see myself as others do,
I hate the way I feel crush and blue.

“To be or not to be, is not the question
But what to be: response to all suggestion,
And failure in my life reacts to all the strife,
I try so hard, or you think I didn’t try hard enough,
But this life is so tuff, and the road ahead is rough,
I can’t get to where I am going, not at all,
Because every time I try, I take a fall.
Then I have to start all over to square one,
And everything has to be redone
I can’t take it,
Because sometimes I wish I could give-up and quit.

So I’m asking you to guide my steps along the way,
Tell me that everything will be Okay,
I need the strength and the will to overcome this,
Because I really don’t want to give up and quit,
I need a helping hand
So when things hit hard I’ll be able to withstand it.
I’ll be able to fight it.