My Pain Poem by donavan avril

I smile when I need to cry, I cry when I need to celebrate.
My crazy emotion just don't know how to express them.
I keep my pain within,
With a great joy of revenge.
Am a very nice person
with a disturb mind.
This is not the path I choose but u don't get what u want out of life.
I don't believe in pain, but
So a custom of getting hurt.
I bleed easy but don't have a soft heart.
Am all out of sorrow,
Now am looking for joy
Don't no how long it will last but I will be happy that I found joy.But until that day come I leaving a life of pain.....