a hole so deep
really scars a heart this weak
killing me from the inside
fasting, ipecac, pain, I lied
truth is hard to find
everything mazes through my mind
i'm too exhausted to walk a straight line
and the moment refuses to let me fall behind
at any moment pain will coincide
so I beware where love resides
cause it usually make me want to die
and my eyes often can't help but cry
when any and every effort deprives
I just I wish I wasn't alive
yet I continue to climb
to the sunshine-I push, I run
I get close only to find the day is done
the sun has set and I cannot see
the darkness consumes all of me
how can I climb out
without water I can't survive a drought
the restrictions rob me of my might
tonight could possibly be the night
I give up-whether right or wrong
cause it's getting harder to be strong
I can't keep this up forever long
lord forgive me-evil somethings live in me
and they are making themselves known
in my pit, i'm not exactly alone
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem