My Fault Finally Unleashed! Poem by Pranesh Varan

You are like poison in my head
Eating away chunks of my mind

You keep saying that I've lost my mind
and am not okay...
You make me wanna hate my life
I wish you'd just drown and die
while I catch my breath again
for one last time

You're like a needle in my eye,
making me bleed
with every wink, every second

I hate everything about you
but I dunno what it is with you
that still makes me wanna love you..!

I thought you loved me back
but one day I realized
I was just living a big lie

I could bleed for a smile from your face
and yet still faintly hope
you'd not die a peaceful death! ! !

I have always loved you
And I wish you’d understand that

For all that you've done to me,
you've finally left me wondering
What the hell is wrong with me..! ? !