My Death Wish Poem by LUZAAN de Bruyn

IM SITTING IN MY ROOM WONDERING.......
IF I SHOULD DRINK THEM ONE BY ONE OR...
DRINK THEM ALL TOGETHER AND GET IT OVER AND DONE?
THOUGHTS RUNNING THRU MY HEAD...
SHOULD I RATHER START TALKING INSTEAD? ?
THE LAST FEW WEEKS HAD BEEN SO HARD,
MY EMOTIONS, HEART AND SOUL TORN APART! ! ! !
I DONT KNOW WHAT I LOVE MORE....
DEATH OR THE PEOPLE I ADORE? ? ? ?
THE PAIN IS KILLING ME! !
WHEN WILL MY DEATH BE? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?
FRIENDS AND FAMILY IM LEAVING BEHIND BUT...
I DONT REALLY MIND......
ITS A SIN! ! ! ! ! ! ! OR SO SOMEPEOPLE SAY BUT,
DO THEY HAVE TO GO THRU HELL EACH DAY? ? ? ?
SOME PEOPLE DOESNT HAVE THAT FEELINGS AND..,
SOMEPEOPLE JUST DONT CARE...SO...
I DECIDED MY FEELINGS ARE NOT TO SHARE! ! ! ! !
LIFE ISNT SOMETHING I ASKED TO GET.. BUT
ITS A THING I WILL FOR ALWAYS REGRET! ! ! ! !