My Confession Poem by Maria Sudibyo

I try to find the right word to describe how I feel
I search a perfect place to say my deepest desire
I need a moment when you finally only look at me
Don't you know I change clothes every minute before the meeting time?
Don't you know I look at my watch every second when I'm waiting you?
I keep thinking about your answer
I'm afraid I'll ruin this rare chance
Or maybe even I'm gonna lose you
Will you say yes?
And makes me the happiest man alive
Will you say no?
And makes me more devastated
Will you say maybe?
And leave me hanging on the wall
But in the end all are not matter
Because my heart already decide
You are my love
I want to be the name you call
I want to be the love you see
You are my love
I want to give you strength and warmth
I want to keep you safe and sound
You are my love
I will protect you but also give you freedom
I will cherish you but also give you a choice
If you allowed me to come into your heart
If you want to give the affection for me
If not I'll still watching you from distant
Because I'll find the other way to care for you
Because I can't stop suddenly my love for you
Because I'm helplessly in love with you
This is my confession