'My Battery' Poem by Courtney Steele

YOU DIED ON ME WHEN I NEEDED YOU THE MOST.WHEN I NEEDED YOU SO MUCH YOU WASN'T EVEN THERE TO REACH AS I SOUGHT YOU DIDN'T EVEN FIGHT. YOU DIDN'T CARE THAT'S WHY YOU WASN'T THERE RIGHT? I KNOW YOU LOVED ME BUT HUGS AND KISSES WEREN'T EVEN ENOUGH. HELL WHERE WERE YOU WHEN THINGS WERE REALLY TOUGH? LIFE WAS ROUGH BUT YOU ONLY SAW YOUR OWN. LOVE WILL PICK YOU UP, LEAVE YOU HANGING AND ALSO KNOCK YOU DOWN.WHEN I THINK OF YOU LOVING ME WRONG I DON'T FROWN.THAT'S WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU PUT YOU TRUST IN OTHERS HAND THEY JUST HAVE TO LET YOU DOWN! THE SAD PART IS YOU DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND. I DON'T EXPECT YOU TO YOU'RE JUST A MAN. I LOVED SO HARD I CRIED IT REALLY HURT MY HEART. IT WAS ONLY YOU & I FOR THE LONGEST NOW WE'RE GROWING APART. THAT WAS MY DECISION NOW I AM SEARCHING FOR CLOSURE. HELL YOU WERE MY MAN NOT MY BOY MY ONE AND ONLY SOLDIER! YOU AND I WELL THOSE GOOD DAYS HAVE PASS. I KEEP REMINISCING CAPTURED IN THE PAST. YOU DIED ON ME WHEN I NEEDED YOU THE MOST! I WANT TO HATE YOU BUT I ALSO WANT YOU CLOSE. HURT AND ANGER IS WHAT I SUFFER FROM THE MOST! I JUST WANT TO CRY I USE TO BRAG AND BOAST. THIS SHOULD BE A CRIME BUT I'M REALLY TOO ASHAMED. TO ADMIT I HAVE A VICTIM OF YOUR SILLY LITTLE GAME. YOU CAUSED ME PAIN AND YOU PROBABLY DIDN'T CARE. WHEN I NEEDED YOU THE MOST YOU WERE NEVER THERE! IT'S BEEN TOO LONG AND I WANT TO FORGIVE! YOU DIED ON ME BUT FOR MY PATRNER I WILL LIVE! ! ! ! *