~! ! Mommy Its Me! ! ~ Poem by Shyanne Jackson

Mommy where are you,
daddy is here.
I keep on looking but,
your nowhere near.
Mommy don't you love,
Don't you even care?
Your somewhere in the world,
But I'm still right here.
Mommy whats wrong with you,
can't you even see?
Your missing a piece of you,
and that piece of you is me.
Where do I go from here?
What am I to do? - Mommy don't you hear me?
-I'm crying out for you!
Don't you ever wish you could have heard the way I talk?
Or listened to me breath, watch me take my first step, or given me a little kiss?
Don't you ever think of the little things you've missed?
Do you ever regret pushing me away?
This is all I think about every single day.
All of my friends have mommy's that say their kids are their lives,
and they spend every waking moment making sure they're alright.
They love their kid so much and are willing to do what it takes,
but I guess I'll always be my mommy's stupid little mistake.
How could you live each day without starting to cry?
Pushing me away like that after looking into my eyes.
My eyes are filled with hatred now for the world and things I do.
So please tell me how you feel, mommy, knowing this is all because of you?
Why must I be punished because you messed up in life?
You didn't want to have me but leaving me wasn't right.
I'm sorry things were hard for you they're hard for me now to.
Is this what you wanted? , Me to end up like you?
Mommy, I just want you I just want to hear your voice.
I never meant to hurt you but I guess I had no choice.
I want to hear you say you do love me and you do care.
I want you to explain the exact reason you pushed me away.
All these things I need from you mommy why don't you understand?
Why won't you just reach out to me? , Why won't you grab my hand?
I'm tired of being mad all the time just because of you.
How bad you've really hurt me, you'll never have a clue.
Mommy, you may never find me and you'll never ever see,
This person you've created................... this person.......that is me.